Its been awhile since my last post. It’s harder when there’s so much on your mind and of course, with all the craziness that is smothering the hours of daily life.

In the past week, five bag of oreos later, 15 pds added, I reflected on past situations and came to realise they are what they are. There’s absolutely no way of changing the past but you can most definitely make the present/future better.

What’s on my mind right now?

I keep thinking sometimes I really do not appreciate what is in front of me…and to the cliche, I do end up regretting that I didnt value what I had when I had it. Maybe…I thought myself too important…that this person, this thing, this whatever it might be would never dare to leave me. But I was wrong. Does it hurt? Yes.

A conversation among friends told me that we live in a world we sometimes create for ourselves. What do I mean? I mean sometimes we play a role, we act/live in a way that is not to our liking because were so afraid to live the way we want. Like a friend said, “I’m alive but not living”. I have friends who want to do more but make excuses not too. Some of them wants to find love but locks themselves up in 4 walls. Some don’t have the courage to travel, or to further themselves. Some…truly live a lie…

Ok…short post.